INFLUENCE of the word...."GOD"....!

under the influence of the word....."GOD!"
i've committed my life to certain thoughts.....
der's one thing...i ve been waiting to be...
human at ma core...n to be called..."me"
i had a little "stupid" dream...
some desires my very "own"....
now dat im capable dey seem....
so "distant" n "unknown"....
in a thought unknown...
i wanted self jst be dead
irrelevent existence foregone....
alow some else halp n be "made"
feeling "unsunk" N unable to swim.....though......
......i pray.............
under the influence of the word....."GOD!"
under the influence of the word....."GOD!"

poetry

i quit...
i quit all i called life...
i quit my being alive...
today i cease to exist...
i "accept" n i ..."forfiet"!!

i wished to kill maself,
but i nvr wished i'd die!!!!
bt today i leave all ma hope,
dont even wish to try!!!!

dere was love dere was war...
i had some some reason to cry!!!
and today it ends so abrupt...
leaves behind my eyes so dry!!!

i live...
i live all i called life!!!
i livwe my being alive.....
today i live jst to exist....
i "accept" n "i"........

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lokesh dwivedi